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Name: R.
Birthday: 12/7/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Comic books, music (ska for the most part), God is totally awesome, ummm... fun is fun.
Expertise: repetedly showing everyone how idiotic i can be. yippie!
Occupation: Operations
Industry: Textiles
Message: message me
AIM:  checkeredhead
Member Since:
11/4/2002
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i guess i can't express my appreciation of the importance of communication. brooke and i talked today and she (as always) really helped me out. i've gotten a grip on a few things and i think i'm going to be getting a lot better. i need to realize more that i'm leaving, but i'm not going to be gone. i'm just going to be somewhere else. if that makes any convoluted sense.
hey, pray that i get a job that doesn't blow. thanks erebuddy
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| yet again, many months later i update. mooshymooshymooshy.
if you know who i am i'm sure that you know i'm moving to oregon. if you didn't know i'm sorry i didn't tell you. it started off as a fresh start, this hopeful exodus to a new place and a new me. more and more i'm relying on the fact that it's sooo far away. i take comfort in that due to recent circumstances. true to form i'm running away. i'm really sorry to all of my friends that i'm moving, but i need to get away, to disappear from everything, myself especially.
it's funny, sometimes we make decisions that we hope will help us, but end up destroying us entirely.
sorry this is so damned emo. things will get better. light always penetrates darkness no matter how pervasive and thick that darkness is.
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| it's been a while since i posted on this, so i guess it's an act of futility because we all know i'm not gonna do it again for months, but as an update to those of you that don't know:
i failed out of AI because i'm scared shitless and i feel i can't create anything original or of worth.
i'm working at a job that in every passing week there is less work to do and there's constant talks of budget cuts
i live with my parents, at least not in the basement though
my self worth is steadily rotting
and to top it all off i'm making whiney-ass posts about it on xanga
so, that's that, gimme a call if you want to do something, but be a little persuasive because i'm a pussy and i'm scared of going out.
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| ok, if you want to feel like shit because you have no emotions read Blankets by craig thompson.
i feel like shit because i have no emotions or convictions, and even knowing that i'm not going to do a damn thing. because that's what monkeys do.
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| ai is a definate. student orientation is this week friday. i need to finish my portfolio by next week friday though. i just have to sit down and get shit done. I OWN A WII!!!!
zelda is pretty much the shit of all good shit. you could say zelda is schlenda the good shit, if you wanted to say that. it is in dire need of more minigames though, and a little more difficulty would be nice too. eh? nintendo? you listening? i'm not the only one that thinks this.
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